GUYS! I feel REALLY bad, and I NEED advice?! GIRLS too?!?

There's this guy josh I've liked for almost 2 years. I used to think he liked me too, but I got majorly mixed signals. Sometimes he was so good to me, and other times (like when he tried to get me lost in a neighborhood at nite)...arghhhh. The final straw came Friday when invited him to this ball I had to go to (just to hang with me so I didn't be to dance), and he flat out said no. I figured if he liked me at all,he woulda gone. Instead I spent the evenig with guys who give me the creeps, holding their hands and touching my back and thinking of how he only hands I wanted touch me were josh's.


I've had to see josh all this week at church activity were helping at. I've ignored him if he tries to talk to me. He has told my 15 year old brother, who he's friends with, every nite just how I hate him. Tonite my bro told me to tell him sorry, and I said,';I have nothing to be sorry for'; and josh said,';are u mad at me?'; he asked twice. I wouldn't answer I just turned away. ';I'm not going anywher. When urready to talk you know where I'll be.'; I said wouldn't talk. And then as the nite progressed I just got meaner and meaner towards josh.


Now... I feel like crap. I feel like I took the only guy I ever cared bout and shoved him away. WHY? Because I conned myself into believing he liked me. I will see tomorrow nite. What should I ddo??GUYS! I feel REALLY bad, and I NEED advice?! GIRLS too?!?
well, you need to flat out tell him how you feel. tell him the entire story that you just showed all of us.GUYS! I feel REALLY bad, and I NEED advice?! GIRLS too?!?
I would apologize for your behavior and try a ';friends'; approach. Don't make the encounter a big deal, more of like a new first meeting. Hope that helps! =)
give him another chance if you like him ya dig?